ada apa dgn kamu..

kamu.. ya, kamu.. slalu menggangu fikiranku.. sbenarnya ak amik brt psl ko.. tp kdg2 ak rasa bodoh sgt sbb percaya kt ko w/pun ko tipu ak byk kali.. knp dgn ak ni..?? adakah ak masih lg berharap pd ko..?? tp bila ak fikir dalam2, mmg ak syg ko, tp tak smestinya ak perlu memiliki ko.. sbb cinta tak bermaksud memiliki.. ckup la skadar melihat ko bahagia.. ye ye je ak ni kan.. tp tu lah, maybe sbb hati ak ni lembut sgt.. tp yg ak peliknye ada apa dgn ko sampai ak jd camni.. w/pun ak blh menjalani hidup ak dgn normal, tp kdg2 mst ak terpikirkn ko.. tp bila ak tgk ppuan lain yg cantik2, tiba2 hati ak jd tawar.. sbb masih ramai lg gadis2 di luar sana.. hehehe.. cuma ak harap ko tak menderita lg.. ak nk tgk ko happy.. ak syg ko.. tp ak takleh nk bgtau ko.. biarlah ak simpan je perasaan ak ni.. tp mungkin 1 hari nnt ak akan bgtau ko.. 1 hari nnt.. :) take care..

life as we know it..

its not just an ordinary title, 'Life as we know it' is a movie!! a happy ending movie..! just finished watching it.. the movie was so touching that it move me to tears.. ohhh, how i wish i could have a happy family.. but, for now its too early.. wayyyyy to early.. hehehee.. i enjoyed watching it.. the movies goes just like the title say.. life as we know it.. its about life, unmaried couple trying to rise a child under the same roof.. oppss, i dun wanna spoil it.. better watch urself! but i really wished that i could have a happy family just like the movie.. i will.. i'll make it a dream come true.. one day.. it will happen.. cuz time never stopped even for a second.. one day, i'll hav a family and i'll make it the happiest family inda world!! well, i think i shud work my ass off if i want to make the dream came true rite.. *slap my face.. time to wake up..!! :) ohh, its 4.12 in the morning, i guess i shud go to sleep now.. and dreamed my happy family for the time being.. ;) what ever happen in ur life, be positive.. and for the one that i loved, i still love u and i will for the rest of my life even if i end up with another gurl.. ahaksss.. ;P .. just want u to know that u're the one for me.. mmmuuuahhhh!!! gud nite.!!