I am STRONG because I am weak
I am Beautiful because I know my flaws
I am a Lover because I'm a fighter
I am Fearless because I have been afraid
I am WISE because I have been foolish
... and I can LAUGH because I've known sadness

Sunday, July 19, 2009

a piece of..

sometimes and somehow, all of this have a meaning for me.. ^^

she's a 5 foot 10 in catsuit and bambi eyes
everybody who's staring wouldn't believe that this girl was mine
i should have known i was wrong
when i left her for a life in pity but
they say you never miss the water until it's gone


If i die tonight,
I'd go with no regrets,
If it's in your arms,
I know that i was blessed,
And if your eyes,
are the last thing that i see,
Then i know the beauty heaven holds for me,


Here I go,
so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one,
and i know you can see right through me,
so let me go and you will find someone,


Since you've gone,
well it seems like everything is wrong,
And deep inside,
I know that i've,
lost much more than pride,
Well, happiness is getting further away,
Girl,i miss you more than words can say,
I need a miracle now,
so tell me,
How can i change the world,
Cause i sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle i need now,
got to get to you somehow,


I don't know who to trust, no suprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies
(Trying not to break,
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)


Well, when you go
Dont ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You’re still the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can


If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Friday, July 17, 2009

iCe aGe III..

Movie: Ice Age 3
Cinema: GSC Midvalley
Time: 11.10p.m

its a very funny, thriller, scary and romantic movie!! actually, i've already watch the pirate copy but since someone ask me to go out for a movie, why not watch it on cinema.. i still enjoy the movie for the 2nd time.. it was FUN.. eventho at first, we have planned to watch Harry Potter, but sadly the ticket already sold out.. all the new showing movie also sold out.. huhuhu.. so sad.. by the way, it was fun to hangout with some old friend of mine.. ^^.. and tomorrow, im going for ice skating with class 23 & 24, one of my lecture also join in.. maybe next week i'll be going for ice skating again but with different ppl this time.. and by the end of july, we'll having bowling tournament.. ahhh.. i love my life.. life's good "LG".. hahaha.. im looking forward for this.. ^^

whose that girl..??? ehehehe...

Love,
SaLji

p/s - SaLji is one of my nickname since when i was young.. hahaha.. the name got some story behind it.. =P see ya next time guys..

Thursday, July 16, 2009

How "IT" come to my life..

okay, this is how i turn myself in the Information Technology (IT) field.. its amaze me how life turn out like u never imagine.. actually, IT is not even in my list of choice when im going to continue my study in Cosmopoint.. i was registering for Diploma E-business bcos i've interest in business.. but somehow on that new intake, there is only 1 person that registering for E-business and thats me. i didnt know about it until 1 of the staff told me that they change my course into IT.. wut the... why dont they told me before they change my course.. im totally shocked!! i got 2 choice in my mind, first is Diploma Pengurusan Perhotelan in UNITAR, but its too far which in kuantan and a bit expensive.. the 2nd choice is Diploma E-business in cosmopoint, but i choose cosmo since its near to my hometown.. i didnt expect it would turn like this.. but the staff said that in IT, they also got business subject, so i stay.. in the end, the only thing that i learn a lot is programming.. =,=.. and im lucky to finished it without any problem.. lot of thing happen back then, love matter, friendship, social, scandal, and many more..

the moral of the stories, dont ask me why if i got a job other than programming field since its not even my choice to begin with.. hehehe.. im just survive within it.. see ya next time..

Love,
SaLji.

Monday, July 13, 2009

again..its been a long time..

yosh.. i guess that most of u guys must be thinking that i quit posting.. no im not.. im just so lazy to post something.. hehehe.. there is a lot of thing happen!! shud i post all of them or shud i not..?? hmmm.. well, i'll just put summarize of it.. it would be boring to read a very very very long story rite.. i'll start with after i went for the interview..

date: 2 July 2009
time: 7.00 a.m
location: muar to melaka highway
event: HEAVY RAIN!!!!! wut the heck, i didnt expect it will be raining that morning.. and im in the middle of highway with no place to stop by.. well, since it has come to this, i'll just REDAH je.. i arrive with my all wet clothes, even my shoe and sock is soaked.. =,=.. damn.. this is just not my day isnt it.. even with the condition like that, i still attend the interview.. after taking the attendance, i got number 9.. it took 20 minute for each interview.. 8x20 = 160 minute, i'll have to wait with my wet clothes!! then comes the worst part, the cold is finally begin to struck me and the aircond makes it even worst!!! arrgghh!!! im trembling, freezing!!! but finally i got through the interview just fine.. and for the record, i didnt prepare anything for the interview.. hahahaha..

while staying at muar, i lost my wallet in the toilet of some restaurant.. damn!! this is the worst!! still, this isnt my day.. im having a really bad day.. for some reason, i felt like im going to die.. hahaha.. im too reckless.. T,T .. this is the first time in my life, loosing my wallet.. i hate this.. =,=

its a loongg loongg way back to KL.. to make it short, i finally made my new IC and its all thanks to Rudy for lending me some money.. its impossible to withdraw some money without IC.. but i need those money to make my new IC.. they didnt even accept the police report and even with my thumb print that match with the one in the bank book.. i hate this system!!

there is still a lot more!!! but i'll just put an end here and now.. hahahaha.. see ya!! miss u all!! just wait for my next post!! luv u all!!

and this is something that i've been looking for a very very long time.. its a song.. a song that carry a lot of my memories within it.. so, enjoy..

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes


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here is the part that bring back my memories..

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel




p/s - i think i'll missed my 8 am class.. hehehe..