I am STRONG because I am weak
I am Beautiful because I know my flaws
I am a Lover because I'm a fighter
I am Fearless because I have been afraid
I am WISE because I have been foolish
... and I can LAUGH because I've known sadness

Monday, July 13, 2009

again..its been a long time..

yosh.. i guess that most of u guys must be thinking that i quit posting.. no im not.. im just so lazy to post something.. hehehe.. there is a lot of thing happen!! shud i post all of them or shud i not..?? hmmm.. well, i'll just put summarize of it.. it would be boring to read a very very very long story rite.. i'll start with after i went for the interview..

date: 2 July 2009
time: 7.00 a.m
location: muar to melaka highway
event: HEAVY RAIN!!!!! wut the heck, i didnt expect it will be raining that morning.. and im in the middle of highway with no place to stop by.. well, since it has come to this, i'll just REDAH je.. i arrive with my all wet clothes, even my shoe and sock is soaked.. =,=.. damn.. this is just not my day isnt it.. even with the condition like that, i still attend the interview.. after taking the attendance, i got number 9.. it took 20 minute for each interview.. 8x20 = 160 minute, i'll have to wait with my wet clothes!! then comes the worst part, the cold is finally begin to struck me and the aircond makes it even worst!!! arrgghh!!! im trembling, freezing!!! but finally i got through the interview just fine.. and for the record, i didnt prepare anything for the interview.. hahahaha..

while staying at muar, i lost my wallet in the toilet of some restaurant.. damn!! this is the worst!! still, this isnt my day.. im having a really bad day.. for some reason, i felt like im going to die.. hahaha.. im too reckless.. T,T .. this is the first time in my life, loosing my wallet.. i hate this.. =,=

its a loongg loongg way back to KL.. to make it short, i finally made my new IC and its all thanks to Rudy for lending me some money.. its impossible to withdraw some money without IC.. but i need those money to make my new IC.. they didnt even accept the police report and even with my thumb print that match with the one in the bank book.. i hate this system!!

there is still a lot more!!! but i'll just put an end here and now.. hahahaha.. see ya!! miss u all!! just wait for my next post!! luv u all!!

and this is something that i've been looking for a very very long time.. its a song.. a song that carry a lot of my memories within it.. so, enjoy..

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes


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here is the part that bring back my memories..

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel




p/s - i think i'll missed my 8 am class.. hehehe..

4 comments:

sicKo^ said...

u should write on how u lost ur wallet.. its damn funny.. however, i'm sorry for ur lost :P

MiRaCLe said...

its a long long story bro.. i dont even want to think about it anymore.. maybe, i'll think about it later.. hehehe..

tiang86 said...

cari2 dompet...
mana kah engkau...
kekeke...
ohh..dah beli baru rupanya...
gosh...
hehehe

MiRaCLe said...

mana ada beli baru.. pakai yg lama punya.. ishk2.. sedey..