A chance arrive..

yoo.. i guess, i change my mind since the schedule has been out now in the internet.. huhuhu.. base on the picture below, what do you guys think i should do..?? obviously, attend the interview rite.. well, at first when my sister called me n told me that the letter came, i was totally excited!! but shortly after that, for some reason that i dun want to explain here, im feeling a bit down.. but, deeply in my heart say, i want this job!! i want to run away from here!! i want to hold on to my dream!! i want to change my life!! i'll put everything i had for this chance!! but..... every beginning also mean an end to something.. ohh yea, almost forgot... i havent been interviewed yet and im thinking all this..?? hahahaha.. wish me luck guys!!!

you took my heart away..

yooo.. whats up.. i've been feelin really laizy lately.. hehee.. well, i have somethin i wanna tell averyone, but not now, not yet.. the post title would be "chance arrives".. there is 50/50 chances that i might quit study.. huhuhu.. i'll post it later since i dunno why i dun want to post it now.. being lazy of coz.. hahaha.. ohh ya, when i was wondering outside at the balconi and looking at the moon, suddenly this song cross my mind..

Staring at the moon so blue

Turning all my thoughts to you

I was without hope or dream

Try to dull an inner scream

But you . . . saw me through . . .

Walking on a path of air

See your faces everywhere

As you melt this heart of stone

You take my hand to guide me home and now I�m in love

You took my heart away

When my whole world was grey

You gave me everything and a little bit more

And when it�s cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life . . .

Living in a world so cold

You were there to warm my soul

You came to mend a broken heart

You gave my life a brand new start

And now . . . I �m in love

You took my heart away

When my whole world was grey

You gave me everything and a little bit more

And when it�s cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life . . .

Holding your hands

I won�t fear tomorrow

Here where we stand

We never be alone

You took my heart away

When my whole world was grey

You gave me everything and a little bit more

And when it�s cold at night

And you sleep by my side

You become the meaning of my life . . .

You become the meaning of my life . . .

You become the meaning

You become the meaning of my life . . .

p/s - I hate you!! gimme my heart back!! muahahahahahaha!!!(devilish laugh!!)..

ℓovє...

Sittiиq hєrє αll αℓoиє drєαmiи'

Thiиkiиg of thє summєr dαys so ℓoиg αgo

Whєи thє worℓd was yours aиd miиє

Bєforє it turиєd right oи its sidє

αиd I rєmmєmber how it fєlt to hold you

αиd what about the pℓαиs wє madє

whєи wє wєrє youиq

Evєи though wє'rє worℓds αpαrt

You'rє αℓwαys iи my hєαrt

Do you єvєr fєєℓ ℓost

ℓikє you'd иєvєr bє fouиd

αnd do you єvєr fєєℓ brokєи

iиto piєcєs oи thє grouиd

αиd do you єvєr fєєℓ scαrєd

ℓikє иobody cαrєs

Just tєℓℓ mє whαt you иєєd αиd I'ℓℓ bє thєrє

'Cαusє you kиow

Oиє thiиg iи ℓifє is truє

Somєbody stiℓℓ ℓovєs you!!

Somєbody stiℓℓ ℓovєs you!!

friєиd...

A friєиd is somєoиє

who kиows thє soиg of your hєαrt

[&'] who cαи siиg it for you

whєи you hαvє forgottєи it.

Friєиds αrє ℓikє stαrs.

You cαи't αℓwαys sєє thєm,

but you kиow,

thєy αrє αℓwαys thєrє for you.

A truє friєиd is somєoиє

who rєαchєs for your hαиd

[&'] touchєs your hєαrt.

Aℓwαys drαw α circℓє

αrouиd thє oиєs you ℓovє,

иєvєr drαw α hєαrt....

bєcαusє hєαrts cαи bє brokєи,

but circlєs αrє иєvєr єиdiиg.

when it happen, it happen..

lately, a lot of thing happen.. without we even realize it.. bad things, good things, both of it.. even a nightmare for someone.. there is nothing we can do to undo it.. time does not run backward and it does not even stop for a second.. someone might laughing at this moment, someone might also crying.. but we, what are we doing right now..?? reading my boring post huh.. hehehe.. just joking.. but really, if we looked back for what we have done, are we happy with it..? just think about it for a moment, are we gonna live like in the past or are we gonna improve.. and for what really happen lately, its a secret.. sorry guys.. hehehe.. but for those that having a bad day, i can only pray for u and hoping that it wont become worst eventhough i know its already worst.. face the reality even if u only have 1 day left to live.. wish you all the best my friend.. u might think that this is the end, but for me, this is only just the beginning.. just dont do some stupid things that might ruin your life forever.. and if u guys ever need any of my help again, u know where to find me.. it is my pleasure to help if needed.. we'll meet again my friend..

best regards
-wan-

Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak

ticket time: 12.00 a.m
date: 11 june 2009
place: midvalley
safely return back home: 2.30 a.m
transport: motorcycle

yeah, arini aku gi tengok wayang citer "jangan pandang belakang congkak".. ala ala citer "scary movie" tapi ni versi malay.. hehehe.. gabungan antara "jangan pandang belakang" dan "congkak".. agaknye la.. aku teka je.. pada mulanya nak tengok pukul 9.30 p.m tapi tiket dah abis pulak.. 2 pawagam, dua2 abis.. tinggal pukul 12 je.. haih.. nak tak nak, sebat je la.. jam menunjukkan pukul 9.15 p.m.. ada lebih kurang 2 jam 45 minit lagi.. lama tu nak tunggu.. jadi sementara tunggu tu, aku dan member aku (apis) gi ar makan dulu kat McD.. dak apis ni la yg blanja aku tgk wayang.. hehe.. borak punya borak punya borak sampai la McD tutup tapi jam baru pukul 10.40 p.m.. haihh, ada lg 1 jam 20 minit ni.. pastu gi ar men game kat sebelah pusat bowling sampai kull 12.. yeahh!!! gi tgk movie!! hehehe.. citer dia ni leh tahan la.. aku yg biasanya jarang ketawa bila tgk citer2 seram camni, leh bantai gelak tak ingat dunia.. hahahaha.. tak bleh blah, tak bleh blah.. anyway, memang agak2 best la citer dia.. korang try la tgk.. memang gelak punya la.. seram pun ada gak..

ohh ye, di kesempatan ini juga, saya dengan rendah dirinya, mengucapkan selamat hari jadi Atie!! mana hadiah..?? hehehe.. ingatkan nak sambut besday atie arini, tapi apakan daya, KL dgn MUAR agak2 jauh.. hihihi.. well, tahun depan ada lagi.. la la la..

ni gambar ramalan tapak tangan kiri aku, sambil2 buang masa tu, aku pun gi ar main menatang tilik2 tapak tangan tu.. jeng jeng jeng.. pastu kluar la kertas bertuliskan ramalan yg aku sendiri tak pasti benar atau palsu.. hehehehe.. tapi rasanya cam betul je.. hmmm..




yang ni plak aku dapat masa beli popcorn.. tak tau napa dia bg aku.. aku tgk org lain tak dapat pun.. aku bertuah agaknye. hehe..



p/s- sorry sebab tulis dalam bahasa melayu, penat sangat ni.. hehehe.. dan sekarang, sudah tiba masanya untuk aku tidur.. ohh la la la.. oyasuminasai!!!

i can wait forever

this is a song by Air Supply.. the song really really touch my heart.. such a great voice and lyric.. even so, how many of us are truly willing to wait for someone they love forever..?? i really love this song!!! but for me, i dont think i can wait forever.. but i do wish tat i can wait forever.. and if i can sing this song for the one i love.. and if she can even hear it if i sing it in my heart.. i'll give my heart to her..

simply the best


I can wait forever

(graham russell, david foster, jay graydon)

When you say, I miss the things you do
I just want to get back close again to you
But for now, your voice is near enough
How I miss you and I miss your love
And though, all the days that pass me by so slow
All the emptiness inside me flows
All around and theres no way out
Im just thinking so much of you
There was never any doubt

Chorus
I can wait forever
If you say youll be there too
I can wait forever if you will
I know its worth it all, to spend my life alone with you

When it looked as though my life was wrong
You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong
Ill be here, when hope is out of sight
I just wish that I were next to you tonight
And though, Ill be reaching for you even though
Youll be somewhere else, my love will go
Like a bird on its way back home
I could never let you go
And I just want you to know

Chorus
I can wait forever
If you say youll be there too
I can wait forever if you will
I know its worth it all, to spend my life alone with you
(repeat chorus 3 times)

its been a while..

its been a while since i post a post rite.. hehee.. for this post, it might gone a bit long.. =D

on 9 june 2009, 1.18a.m.. im safely sitting infront of my laptop and writing this post.. thats also mean tat im back in KL again.. arghhh.. i miss my hometown already.. eventho my sem break end up on 15th june, but i decide to return to KL early to finishing my final project.. hehehe.. im feeling a bit tired now.. actually, i was planning to going out poya-poya with my fren tat came from muar which also the one tat gave me a lift to KL.. we were planning to go for a terminator salvation movie at KLCC but unfortunately, they have to go back to muar bcoz of something tat uninvited.. i think my english had gone pretty bad huh.. ohh well, there will always be next time.. 

eventho i only spent about 3 days in my hometown, its been a really great day!! i had always spent my hole time in my room before.. but this time, a little adventure to light up my day.. hehehe.. well, as u guys might predict on 6 june 2009 (06-06-09) a prefferable date for a couple to put an end to their single life, there is soo many people that getting married on that date.. and as for me, getting an invitation is very much predictable.. =D my cousin's son is getting married at taman tun syed nasir in tanjung agas muar.. there is where my birth place is (hospital pakar sultanah aminah).. i was really excited going to muar, its not bcoz of the wedding, its bcoz i can meet up with my old fren and someone special to me that is my adik angkat..(what do we call adik angkat in english??) someone can help me??.. hehehe.. well, she always wanted to see me and always being noisy about me for not coming to muar.. i think, its been about 8 - 9 month since i last seeing her.. no wonder why she always like tat.. hehehe.. and there i am spending my time with my precious little sister and with all my best craziest fren.. i meet up with my little sister at noon in KFC, we were chatting and laughing all along.. times past so fast.. then, at night, i meet up with my fren and we go lepak at usual place which is kedai makan.. same thing also, we were chatting and laughing, talking about our life, about girls, hehehe.. and then 1 of us asking to go to cyber cafe to play warcraft III Dota, and since i was only menumpang dgn diorang, so terpaksa la ikut.. they wanted to play for a package of 4 hour for RM6 and u know what?? the time is 1 O'clock in the MORNING!! (1.00 a.m!!) tat means we'll be going home at 5.00 a.m.. hahaha.. wut the hell, i'll be sleeping in the cyber cafe for tat night.. ToT!! but im happy!! its been a long time since i spend my time with my best fren.. 

for the last movie i watch, "Syurga Cinta".. at 1st i thot tat the movie were like some kind of boring type movie and to my suprise, the movie dpt sambutan yg agak menggalakkan.. and even more suprise, ramai yg datang adalah perempuan yg bertudung.. hehehe.. pawagam tu dah jadi syurga cinta bagiku memilih pasangan.. hohohoho.. well, the story is good and exciting.. i love watching it.. and if u guyz wanna know more, go watch urself.. hehehe.. the next movie tat i want to watch is "jangan pandang belakang congkak" kalau pandang...?? hehee.. then "terminator salvation", "night in the musem 2", "monster & allien", "hannah montana", "drag me to hell", and many more.. its looks like im going to watch all of them.. :P i wonder if i can even do tat.. hmm.. well, its movie time!!!! hehehe

ohh yea, before im going to sleep, im going to share something.. today, a person ask me(its a girl), she ask me "what will i do if i had a crush with someone??", then i reply "i'll do nothing, i'll just wait n see if the girl also had a crush on me, then i'll make my move", and then she ask me again "what if that girl had a crush on me but she already had someone??", i reply "then, i'll go find another girl lah.." and then she ask me again "what if the girl really fall in love with me??" this is a tough question but i already know the answer, "since she had someone already, i wont bother to disturb her and its also because i dont want anyone to do that to my girlfriend.. i wont doing something that i hate when people do it to me.." and then she said "ok.." but i think i know whose tat girl.. hehehe.. its too obvious.. and as for myself rite now, i dont have a heart to give to someone anymore.. its not like im giving up, its just tat i think its not the rite time now.. im sure the time will come, but not now.. at least.. the "me" rite now is more likely to enjoy himself as much as he can.. we can only live once, and life is like a candle, there will be the end that waiting for us and as the time pass by, we get nearer to it.. value ur life and dont waste it.. 

yesterday is a history, today is a gift and tomorrow is a mistery..

life is short, so live ur life to the fullest!! 

but for now, a sleep wont ruin my life.. hehehe.. its 2.28a.m now.. well, goodnight & goodmorning everyone!!!